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  PROTECTING MIA

  Stepping back, Lucas reached into his pocket to pull out his wallet, extracting a gold-embossed business card he pressed into her hand.

  Mia read the elegant lettering with a lift of her brows. “ARES Security?”

  “It’s a company I started with a few friends. Trust me. We have the expertise and technology to find out exactly what Tony was doing.”

  Mia’s lips parted to demand what had happened to his career as a diplomat, only to hastily swallow the words. There was no way in hell she was going to reveal her seething interest in what he’d been doing since he’d returned from the Middle East.

  He’d cut her out of his life.

  So be it.

  “Why?” she instead demanded.

  His brooding gaze slid down to the stubborn tilt of her chin. “What do you mean?”

  “What’s your interest in any of this?”

  “Tony was coming to see me,” he said. “I want to know why.”

  “And that’s the only reason?”

  “No.” Reaching up, he cupped her face in his hands. “I’m here for you, Mia. . . .”

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  Table of Contents

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  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

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  Prologue

  The worst part of being held in a Taliban prison was the recurring nightmares. At least as far as Lucas St. Clair was concerned.

  No matter how many years passed, his nights were still plagued with memories of being trapped in the smothering darkness of the caves. He could smell the stench of unwashed bodies and undiluted fear. He could hear the muffled sounds of men praying for death.

  He knew his parents assumed that his biggest regret was the derailment of his political aspirations. After all, his military career was intended to be the first step in his climb to a position as a diplomat.

  From there . . . well, his family was nothing if not ambitious. They’d no doubt seen the White House in his future.

  But there were few things that could make a man view his life with the stark clarity of five weeks of brutal torture.

  By the time he’d managed to escape the caves, he’d known he was done living his life to please the precious St. Clair clan.

  Instead he’d banded together with his friends—Rafe Vargas, a covert ops specialist; Max Grayson, who was trained in forensics; Hauk Laurensen, a sniper; and Teagan Moore, a computer wizard—to create ARES Security.

  He’d wasted too much of his life.

  He intended to leave the past behind and concentrate on his future.

  Of course, there was an old saying about “the best laid plans of mice and men. . . .”

  Chapter One

  The Saloon was the sort of bar that catered to the locals in the quiet Houston neighborhood.

  It was small, with lots of wood and polished brass. Overhead there was an open beam ceiling, with muted lights that provided a cozy atmosphere, and on the weekends a jazz band was invited to play quietly on the narrow stage.

  Lucas spent most Friday evenings at the table tucked in a back corner. It was unofficially reserved for the five men who ran ARES Security.

  The men liked the peaceful ambiance, the communal agreement that everyone should mind their own business, and the fact that the table was situated so no one could sneak up from behind.

  Trained soldiers didn’t want surprises.

  At the moment, the bar was nearly empty. Not only was it a gray, wet Wednesday evening, but it was the first week of December. That meant Christmas madness was in full swing.

  Perfectly normal people were now in crazy mode as they scurried from store to store, battling one another for the latest have-to-have gift. It was like Thunderdome without Tina Turner.

  Currently Lucas and Teagan shared the place with a young couple seated near the bay window at the front of the bar. Those two were oblivious to everything but each other. And closer to the empty stage was a table of college girls. Already at the giggly stage of drunk, they were all blatantly checking Lucas out. At least when they weren’t gawking at Teagan.

  No biggie.

  Both men were accusto
med to female attention.

  Teagan was a large, heavily muscled man with dark caramel skin, and golden eyes that he’d inherited from his Polynesian mother. He kept his hair shaved close to his skull, and as usual was dressed in a pair of camo pants and shit-kickers. He had an aggressive vibe that was only emphasized by the tight T-shirt that left his arms bare to reveal numerous tattoos.

  Lucas St. Clair, on the other hand, was wearing a thousand-dollar suit that was tailored to perfectly fit his lean body. His glossy black hair was smoothed away from his chiseled face, which he’d been told could easily grace the covers of fashion magazines. As if he gave a shit.

  His eyes were so dark they looked black. It wasn’t until he was in the sunlight that it became obvious they were a deep, indigo blue.

  Most assumed he was the less dangerous of the two men.

  They’d be wrong.

  But while the girls became increasingly more obvious in their attempts to attract their attention, neither man glanced in their direction.

  Teagan because he already had a flock of women that included supermodels and two famous actresses.

  And Lucas because . . . He grimaced.

  To be honest, he wasn’t sure why. He only knew that his interest in women hadn’t been the same since he’d crawled out of that hellhole in Afghanistan. Not unless he counted the hours he spent brooding on one woman in particular.

  The one who got away.

  Lucas gave a sharp shake of his head, reaching for his shot of tequila. It slid down his throat like liquid fire, burning away the past.

  Nothing like a twelve-year-old vintage to ease the pain.

  Lucas glanced toward his companion’s empty glass. “Another round?” he asked.

  “Sure.” Teagan waited for Lucas to nod toward the bartender, who was washing glasses, at the same time keeping a sharp eye on his few customers. “I assume you’re picking up the tab?”

  Lucas cocked a brow. “Why do I always have to pick up the tab?”

  “You’re the one with the trust fund, amigo, not me,” Teagan said with a shrug. “The only thing my father ever gave me was a concussion and an intimate knowledge of the Texas penal system.”

  Lucas snorted. It was common knowledge that he would beg in the streets before he would touch a penny of the St. Clair fortune. Just as they all knew that Teagan had risen above his abusive background, and temporary housing in the penitentiary, to become a successful businessman. The younger man not only joined ARES, but he owned a mechanic shop that catered to a high-end clientele who had more money than sense when it came to their precious sports cars.

  “I might break out the violins if I didn’t know you’re making a fortune,” Lucas told his friend as the bartender arrived to replace their drinks with a silent efficiency.

  “Hardly a fortune.” Teagan downed a shot of tequila before he reached for his beer, heaving a faux sigh. “I have overhead out the ass, not to mention paying my cousins twice what they’re worth. A word of warning, amigo. Never go into business with your family.”

  “Too late,” Lucas murmured.

  As far as he was concerned, the men who had crawled out of that Taliban cave with him were his brothers. And the only family that mattered.

  “True that.” Teagan gave a slow nod, holding up his frosty glass. “To ARES.”

  Lucas clinked his glass against Teagan’s in appreciation of the bond they’d formed. “To ARES.”

  Drinking the tequila in one swallow, Lucas set aside his empty glass. There was a brief silence before Teagan at last spoke the words that’d no doubt been on the tip of his tongue since they walked through the door of the bar.

  “Are you ever going to get to the point of why you asked to meet me here?” his friend bluntly demanded.

  Lucas leaned back in his chair, arching his brows. “Couldn’t it just be because I enjoy your sparkling personality?”

  Teagan snorted. “If I’d known this was a date I would have worn my lucky shirt.”

  “You need a shirt to get lucky?”

  “Not usually.” Teagan flashed his friend a mocking smile. “But I’ve heard you like to play hard to get.”

  Lucas grimaced at the direct hit. Yeah. Hard to get was one way to put it.

  “I want to discuss Hauk,” he admitted, not at all eager to think about his lack of a sex life.

  Teagan leaned forward, folding his arms on the table. “Did you pick up any intel from your overseas contacts?”

  Lucas didn’t ask how his companion knew he was quietly reaching out to his diplomatic associates in an effort to track down whoever was stalking Hauk. They were each using their various skills to discover who was responsible for leaving the creepy messages that were increasingly threatening in nature.

  “Yeah.” He’d received an updated report earlier that morning. “There’s been no chatter that includes Hauk or anything about our escape from Afghanistan.”

  Teagan nodded. Each of them had managed to make enemies during their time in the Middle East. It was war. But Hauk was a sniper who’d received a very public Medal of Honor for taking out three powerful terrorist leaders during his time in service.

  That was the sort of thing that pissed people off.

  “Then this isn’t the work of an organized cell?”

  “Nope.” Lucas gave a decisive shake of his head. He’d contacted everyone he knew, including those at Homeland Security. If Hauk’s name had been floating around as a potential target, someone would have heard it by now. “It’s more likely some independent whack job.”

  Teagan’s jaw hardened with frustration. “I don’t know whether to be relieved or disappointed. If it was a cell we could keep an eye on them, but how the hell do we find some lone nutcase?”

  “I have word out that I’m looking for information on anyone who’s shown an interest in Hauk.” Lucas studied his companion’s grim expression. “What about you?”

  Teagan reached for his beer. “I’m doing a computer search on anyone who served with Hauk during his tour in the Middle East and has left the military in the past six months.”

  Lucas arched a brow. Teagan was talented. Maybe even the best hacker in the world. But he wasn’t a miracle worker.

  “That’s a long list.”

  “It’s going to take a while,” Teagan admitted, taking a deep drink of his beer.

  “Shit. I hate this waiting,” Lucas muttered. The thought that some unseen enemy was hunting Hauk was making them all twitchy. “What about Max?”

  “He’s . . .” Teagan slowly lowered his beer as his gaze narrowed. “Did you forget to pay your taxes?”

  Lucas frowned. “What the hell are you talking about?”

  Teagan nodded across the room. “There’s a government employee who just flashed a badge at the bartender and is now heading in our direction.”

  Lucas glanced over his shoulder, his gaze trained on the middle-aged man strolling in their direction.

  The stranger had thinning blond hair that looked like his wife had trimmed it. A suit that was in dire need of a good pressing. Cheap shoes. And a face that had a hint of a bulldog in the features.

  Yep. Definitely a government grunt.

  Lucas turned back toward his friend. “How do you know he isn’t looking for you?”

  “I’m too clever to get caught.”

  Lucas rolled his eyes. “Christ.”

  “Lucas St. Clair?”

  Halting next to the table, the man instantly locked his attention on Lucas. Which meant he knew exactly what Lucas looked like.

  So, had he recognized Lucas because of his ties to the St. Clair clan? Or because he’d done a background check before entering the Saloon?

  Lucas was betting on the background check. The stranger didn’t look like the sort of man to take an interest in politics.

  “Yes.”

  The man flashed a badge that identified him as Houston Homicide Detective Sergeant Sam Cooper. “I have a few questions for you.”

  Lucas remained
relaxed in his chair. There was no reason to get his panties in a twist. If there’d been a death in his powerful family he wouldn’t be contacted by a midlevel bureaucrat.

  And he hadn’t killed anyone. At least, not lately.

  “Concerning?” he asked.

  The man glanced around the nearly empty bar. “Do you want to do this here?”

  Lucas shrugged. “Unless we need to include my lawyer.”

  “That won’t be necessary.”

  The “yet” hung in the air between them, and suddenly Lucas was a lot less nonchalant about the encounter.

  Narrowing his gaze, he nodded his head toward the chair across the table. “Have a seat, Detective.” Waiting until the man lowered his solid form into the chair, Lucas waved a hand toward his friend, who glowered at the lawman with a menacing frown. “This is Teagan Moore.”

  “Detective Cooper,” Teagan muttered, folding his arms over his chest to make it clear he wasn’t leaving.

  Lucas hid his smile. In his work as a negotiator, he’d learned the art of subtlety. It was easier to coerce people to do what he wanted, rather than trying to force them.

  Teagan, on the other hand, was a sledgehammer.

  Returning his attention to the detective, Lucas tapped an impatient finger on the table. He had a dozen things he needed to take care of before he could return to his elegant town house in the center of Houston.

  ARES Security might be a relatively new business, but they were already swamped with demands for their services. And to make matters more insane, Rafe had taken off with his new bride to Hawaii for a well-earned honeymoon.

  Lucas wanted to be done with this cop so he could get back to work. “You said you have some questions,” he prompted.

  The man offered a self-deprecating smile, but Lucas didn’t miss the cunning intelligence in his blue eyes. He was a man who liked to be underestimated.